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-Reprise-I loved her.
I loved her with everything I had, everything I was.
I didn't cope well when she's gone.
I didn't think right.
I didn't eat.
I didn't drink anything.
I didn't sleep. At all.
I didn't exist.
But when I was with her, everything was right again. I was content.
I used to like being alone, without anyone to care about, or worry about. Life was a shit load easier.
...But she changed that, and suddenly I didn't want to be alone anymore. I didn't want to be without her.
You know, I tried to fight it in the beginning. I even tried to fight it as I realized it was pointless to. There was just something about her that grabbed hol
HelicaseHelio and I were always sitting on the stairs, chatting about the lamina and occasionally making snide remarks about ribosomes. There wasn't much for us to do. Our job was to simply be, and let the RNA scribble down the letters on our foreheads when they came around every once in a while. Helio was a G, I was a C. It wasn't exactly fulfilling, I suppose. There wasn't much to be filled. So to pass the time, we talked.
"You ever wonder?" Helio asked.
"About...well...what's out there." Helio and I were rooted to the stairs, quite happily, but it was awkward to move in. He kind of twisted in the general direction of the closest pore. "Out in the cytoplasm."
"I haven't," I admitted. "What's there to wonder about?"
"That's exactly the thing. I have no idea." Helio sighed, gazing into the distance. "Somehow it feels like we play this huge, huge role in something important, but how can we when we don't even know what that something is? I want to be something that, that has
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